I MISSED
My god this is so ridiculous
I am so completely into this
Made affirmations
And proclamations
I know that we're locked into it
But I can't go ten seconds
Where I don't think of you
Surely this is some kind of
Magic or sorcery
I'm enchanted by you
Found you - yet still long
To belong to you
I think of you
Constantly
Can it really be
In all of these years
I never had
This magic?
This love - you loving me
Are you the first one
To love me
Honestly?
That's what it feels like
That's all I can see
This difference
Resounding in me
Someone loves me
Who's not my mommy
Someone's given me
A sense of belonging
Each moment I got
You fill me up
Each moment I want
Far more than enough
All the best love stories
End in tragedy
But ours is like that in reverse
Changed from pain to "happily"
Our tragedies came and went
So We get to start
Where those other stories
Fall apart
Like Romeo and Juliet
Waking up after
They're dead
We're like
Barney and Betty
Or Ethel and Fred
Shirley and Squiggy
Or Sam and Diane
Al and Peg Bundy
Or Dan and Roseanne
Claire and Cliff
Brad and Angelina
Gomez and Morticia
Or Darrin and Samantha
Truly I'm sure though
I must be Bewitched
Like you'll say what you want
Then your nose will just twitch
Like the Princess Bride
I'll say "As you wish"
Cause there's not one thing
I wouldn't do
For this
Didn't know how to be loved
'Til it came from your lips
I still can't believe
How much of Love
I missed